Today it feels like all life is bleeding from my pores Confusion rages inside me the lack of words frustrate me!!!! Anger frustration at my own apathy !!!!! My pathetic inability to cope with life so simple!!!!! A Sadness inside I cant explain An intense sense of wasting time of guilt of unthankful ness A don’t give a dam attitude of So what Finding negative in everything I read hear and say Conflict in thoughts give up yes no yes no yes no what’s the point Hiding from the world Needing comfort reassurance in communication with a friend Resisting reaching out as paranoia reeks havoc In the stillness of my dark corner I pray that sleep will overwhelm me that the dreams will stay away so I can make another day ….it’s the only way I can stay…. What point is there to life when all reason fails ????