To much

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by see, Jun 26, 2008.

  1. see

    see Well-Known Member

    Today it feels like all life is bleeding from my pores
    Confusion rages inside me the lack of words frustrate me!!!!
    Anger frustration at my own apathy !!!!!
    My pathetic inability to cope with life so simple!!!!!
    A Sadness inside I cant explain
    An intense sense of wasting time of guilt of unthankful ness
    A don’t give a dam attitude of So what
    Finding negative in everything I read hear and say
    Conflict in thoughts give up yes no yes no yes no what’s the point
    Hiding from the world
    Needing comfort reassurance in communication with a friend
    Resisting reaching out as paranoia reeks havoc

    In the stillness of my dark corner I pray that sleep will overwhelm me that the dreams will stay away so I can make another day ….it’s the only way I can stay….

    What point is there to life when all reason fails ????
  2. liveinhope

    liveinhope Well-Known Member

    I Care and im here and that hand is held so tightly for i fear if i let go i may loose you :sad:
  3. Anime-Zodiac

    Anime-Zodiac Well-Known Member

    Hey See.

    Your a strong person, just take it one day at a time. Drop me a PM if you ever need to talk.