to my mum -triggering-

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  1. tintin

    tintin Guest

    To mum,
    Why did you leave me in this cruel dark place?
    With someone who likes to put bruises on my face
    Dad doesn’t realize the pain I go through
    I don’t think anyone does not even you

    My eyes so painful but it aint from the tears
    Coz the thought of that fills me with fear
    I feel like the world has turned their back
    And that I deserve the kick and smack

    I still cut but no one can tell
    That I feel like I live in the fire of hell
    I lied to Alyson saying he had stopped
    Now I just wish I could turn back the clock

    I wish I could go back to 5 years ago today
    The day you came out of hospital we thought it was to stay
    But God had other ideas that cause me pain
    And the feelings of guilt still remain

    I pretend that I’m fine
    No one can tell am going out of my mind
    No one can tell I want to end it all
    He plays with my head like a dog with a ball
    This will be my last poem coz it’s going to happen soon
    The rose dad plants for me will blossom and bloom

    Because I will be with you the person I love
    Looking down on the cold world from up above
    But this feeling is all wrong
    I can’t give up I need to be strong

    I can’t let evil win this fight
    I got to keep pushing with all my might
    I can’t let him take over my head
    I have to stay alive not end up dead

    I am sorry mum for the pain that I give
    Just for you mum I will continue to live
    I just want to make you proud so you can say
    That my daughters who’s special in everyway

    I love you mum and always will
    No matter what happens I will pull through

    By Rebecca
    17yrs old
  2. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    :hug: you have a great talent:smile:
  3. theleastofthese

    theleastofthese SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I like it but it's so very sad.:sad:
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