To my sister.

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by #echota, Feb 24, 2011.

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  1. #echota

    #echota Member

    I don't know how it happened, or why my mind has changed,
    From being so damn happy, to being broken and deranged.
    When did the lustre of my life,
    Turn into lusting for a knife?

    I'd like to blame our father, but can only blame myself,
    My mind's become so twisted, that its made my perfect hell,
    I know that once I lived, loved, lost; fought, cried, but survived.
    But now all I can feel is that I'd rather I had died.
    My dreams are all but faded, this world it feels unreal;
    I'll break my bones upon the anvil of my sentient steel,
    I don't have any answer to the questions I laid to rest,
    But of everyone I've ever known; you're by far the best.

    I'm sorry that I'll leave you - I'm sorry that you'll cry,
    I know it's far too early for you to have to say goodbye,
    And you're gonna have to miss me, and ask yourself, why?
    Cause all I wanna do is just lay down and Die.
  2. doityourself

    doityourself Well-Known Member

    very powerful,

    What would be your response if she wrote this instead of you?
  3. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    your sister needs you here with her don't do this because you will be taking her with you she will not be the same ever talk to your sister and work out away you can get help to survive hold on to her love don't destroy her okay
  4. Dave_N

    Dave_N Banned Member

    That was poem was beautifully written, but please don't kill yourself. Your sister needs you. Don't break her heart. :hug:
  5. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    It is comforting to be able to express this so poignantly, but please stay with us...a talent like yours needs to be expressed...J
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