Possibly you won't want to hear this, especially after what you last said to me, but recently someone taught me forgiveness after a reaction due to illness (this super person was black_rose who is a stunner), and I want to apologise for judging you so harshly, and reacting so badly. If I am honest, it was due to the 'splitting' behaviour that my BPD induces, but that was no excuse, illness or no illness I shouldn't have reacted that way. Yes, you hurt me and made me feel like shit, but I should have been able to see your comments as comments from an ill person, not as a personal attack. So yes, I am sorry for not being more forgiving and not being overly helpful to you. But, like I have said before, and do truly mean, I hope you do get the support and help you need.