Im extremly reluctant to talk to anyone about what happened to me exept on here, because 'he' cant hear me here. But my therapist and all my doctors ect are trying to get me to talk and now my welfare officer has told my mother about my sf and overdosing ect, so im feeling under pressure at the moment. The thing is 'he' and everyone else responsible for my abuse are still out there and they promised to kill me if i talked. I never reported the abuse because i was too scared and ive never told anyone about it except on this forum. Is there any kind of protection i can get? and how quickly will the people responsible be taken away? what can i do? i really am stuck. I cant go on like this, ive tried to fight it for nearly three years but its all too much to bear now and ive hit rock bottom. ive tried to kill myself on several occasions but ive always been found. My medication seems to be kicking in at last and i feel a glimse of fight still left in me somewhere. im not going down without one last fight but i dont know where to turn, if i talk and 'he' finds out, he will try to kill me. so i need protection, but will the police do that??