I went to see the work place doctor today, and she commented that last time she saw me, that I looked very tired. (The last time I saw her I had just taken an OD of sleeping tablets) I was very tempted to tell her that but didn't. I am tempted to tell the shrink I see on Monday about my last attempt about 2 weeks ago, but a little scared. The work place doctor was asking me do you still have self harming thoughts, I said, oh yes, now and then, haven't told her that I do attempts. Wanted to tell but too scared too tell.