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To the hospital. Perhaps.

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I dont know if this is the right place to post this but.. Well.
I got very psychotic yesterday morning around 4. I had to call my friend since I was horrified and crying and couldnt move, just out of fear. I dont know how long we spoke but she got me to calm down. I fell asleep and woke up around 17.15 with the same feeling of someone else being in my flat.

I kept crying for hours and ended up cutting, a friend came over and we cleaned up the blood and me. Got the arm bandaged now and I am over at the friends house.

Spoke to the same friend I called yesterday morning and decited to get myself admitted to the hospital this week. I think I need a vacation from my sick vacation.. :tongue: Stay there for a week, since they cant keep me there against my will, I am not suicidal or anything, nor that badly depressed. I just need to let my brain breathe and I cant do that at home. And maybe they'll sort my medication out finally. I need sedatives so I can just be :outcold: and no more :hiding:
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