Cereal this morning, now nothing. I dont deserve to eat. I'm far too depressed anyway. My stomach rumbles, my eyes sting. My parents are ignoring me coz i skipped school. Dad has made a point today of making me feel like the most useless, selfish, stupid person alive. I'm on a long journey to thinness, perhaps the only thing that will make me happy. It something to focus on, stop me from cutting my arms, coz god i'm so close to doing that right now. 49.2kg this morning, nowhere near enough. I'll never be good enough.