You know, today I went to uni coz grades are out. I went and got my card and it seems Ive failed all my subjects as I expected and am now on probation status. Today may be my last day. I dont know what to feel anymore Im not particularly shocked about it nor am I depressed coz of it. I feel empty. Everything is going downhill anyway so why wait for the end right? Every year it gets worse so I dont really wanna see whats in it for me next year. Ijust regret that Ive wasted all this time hoping for something seemingly impossible in my life. What a waste of effort this has all been. When I get home I'll probably never set foot outside again.. nor will I wake up.