I'm homeless and I had to give up the younger of my two cats when I lost my car. I kept my 14 year old cat with me. I protected her, feed her and kept her warm through all of this and now she is sick. I can't take care of her and now I have to lose another part of me. I know it was selfish but she is mine and all I have left. I love her like she is my child and now she is suffering because of me and I am the asshole that put her here. I don't deserve to breath and she didn't deserve to suffer. I can leave her with friends a few hours a day but at night I have her with me. No one wants her because she is old. I scraped together every dime to take her to a vet. She just has a urinary tract infection but she is in so much pain. If anyone is in Orange County, California can you please take a beautiful sweet little kitty and take good care of her please write back. She is friendly and very loving. She needs a good home and none of my friends will take her because they think because she is old she will be too expensive to care for. She might cost some to get back to where she was before but she has a lot of years left. She won't cost much compared to all the love she will give. If you can't take her and know of any groups that might adopt her, that would be good too. I can't take her to a shelter. This has to be the last thing for me to lose before I give up on everything and I want her to be in a good home first. I know this is a suicide forum. Believe me I am there at this moment. I am desperate to find her a home and have posted everywhere possible. I just would rather go with her being cared for since she is sick then die and have her put down because I couldn't make her better first.