today is not my day.

[ImInLovexx]

im having a horrible day...i cant even kill myself right. am i that bad at living that i cant even kill myself? i must be. i MUST be. people make me sick...
I MUST BE!!! omg...y does it hurt so much to live? y must people be so cruel when i try to help them...? is it really all for shits and giggles? nobody actually wants help anymore..its all a game. am i really the only person who cries out for help? .....its all just a twisted game.....fuck! ....

 

[Allo..]

:hug: its okay.. your not the only one, do your best to stay strong for yourself, its ok to feel.

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[Wiseman]

A day is nary a day
which one should see as a gamble a gambit if you will
you win some and you lose some
so don't see your self in a negative light
but take another day and try your best to make it yours