Okay I've made some mistakes but it's not over for me. I am still in my 20's and I've got rest of my life ahead of me to get better professionally and personally. So, starting afresh, following are my strategies for success. 1. Quit smoking 2. Start exercising 3. Meditate more. Have firm faith in God. 4. Take meds regularly till doctor says so. 5. Try to be more professional in my approach. 6. Start writing journal. 7. Participate more in SF and help others along the way. What about you ?