Today its really bad...

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by Metallica*Melinda, Nov 10, 2007.

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  1. Metallica*Melinda

    Metallica*Melinda Well-Known Member

    Last night I sliced up my fucking arms yet again. I kept pushing harder and harder and harder... finally I dropped the blade. I have some pretty deep cuts on my arm now... but not as bad as I've done before...
    I dont know what to do, things are getting so much worse for me lately... every day I hold that blade to my arm and pray I can just go far enough to end all this pain inside. I cry and cry, can't eat or sleep. Sometimes I can't even cry. I feel so weak and alone. I feel like I just cant do shit to help me.
    I'm really wanting to end this B.S. I cant take the pain... what the hell is wrong with me... I just cant fight anymore...
     
  2. EricD313

    EricD313 Member

    What ever you do, please don't end it. Just remember theres people here who care for you.
     
  3. itmahanh

    itmahanh Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    I know a little of the pain you are feeling. I am a cutter too. And like you, it has been a couple of days now, and we are both still here. Keep posting to vent your anger and hurt instead of hurting yourself physically. Keep safe.
     
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