I just can't do this anymore. I can't live like this. I was rejected for another job today, before I even applied. Not qualified. I spent five years in college but I'm not qualified to work in food service? Trying to get that job is the lowest I've ever sunk in my life, and I just can't go any further. I'm done. I can't do this anymore. It's been two years and I have nothing left. All it takes it one blowup with my parents (which I really think might be coming) and I'm out the door. And since I have no money, no job, and won't trouble my friends with my own problems...you do the math. I've heard it takes about three weeks...that's a long time but maybe the suffering won't be as bad as some other ways. I've actually had this plan for a while, since I knew this day was probably coming. I know what I'm taking with me so I at least have some water and shelter while I wait.