I had decided a few weeks back that today was the day I was going to [**Moderator Edit: Removed Method**]. I really can not see any future. I love my job, its stable and I have a steady paycheck, but I am so far behind in bills, being evicted next week..I cant catch up. Im tired, I battle fibro,hypothyroidism and depression. Im just so so very tired. I feel as if I have completed everything I want to do and I just want to sleep. I cant get ahead and I just cant battle that battle . When I talk to my friends IRL I feel as if Im bothering them. I don't want to be a bother anymore. Im tired.