Today wouldve been 3 years

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Earn, Feb 7, 2008.

  1. Earn

    Earn Well-Known Member

    today would have been 3 years.i used to love this day and i did twice.but this time i hate it.i made a promise that i wouldnt see this day.but just like our relationship i failed.everynight we made the promise "forever and always" and so far ive keep up my promise.but i couldnt make you happy or satisfie you.i couldnt make anyone a wonder you didnt want me.look at me im a fucking a fucking failure in everything i do.

    i didnt deserve you.i dont deserve one wants me here.

    but today im going to make a promise to myself.that i wont live to see what would have been our wedding day.02/07/09.if only i was able to do it today.i would if i could.