Today was one of those days where everything goes wrong.
I have no clue why my body decided to do what it wished to today, without any instructions from my mind.
Everything I did, I messed up. Sooooo frustrating.
And I even took an hours nap this afternoon, thinking it'd help.
But nope.
So... everything I touched either fell out of my hands or got spilled or knocked over. I dropped eggs, coffee grinds, spilled water on the floor and knocked over the cat food.
Walked into the bed base, ouch on my foot. Then sitting at a table I banged my knee against the table support.
Had to go for some tests today, tripped on way out of doc office. Then I kept messing up for the x-rays as I kept moving due to being uncomfortable so it took twice as long as it should have.
Grrrrr.....
Then, I nearly caused a car accident, mind was completely somewhere else.
And finally, I slipped this evening, both feet went flying and I went head first down onto a tiled floor, managed to break fall with shoulders. I about just curled up into a ball then and there. Ready to get a shot of something to make me unconscious for a while.
I hate days like this, hate them. Everything just builds up and now I want to punch something but am trying not to include myself in that something.
Not helpful. Blah.
Vent done with.
I have no clue why my body decided to do what it wished to today, without any instructions from my mind.
Everything I did, I messed up. Sooooo frustrating.
And I even took an hours nap this afternoon, thinking it'd help.
But nope.
So... everything I touched either fell out of my hands or got spilled or knocked over. I dropped eggs, coffee grinds, spilled water on the floor and knocked over the cat food.
Walked into the bed base, ouch on my foot. Then sitting at a table I banged my knee against the table support.
Had to go for some tests today, tripped on way out of doc office. Then I kept messing up for the x-rays as I kept moving due to being uncomfortable so it took twice as long as it should have.
Grrrrr.....
Then, I nearly caused a car accident, mind was completely somewhere else.
And finally, I slipped this evening, both feet went flying and I went head first down onto a tiled floor, managed to break fall with shoulders. I about just curled up into a ball then and there. Ready to get a shot of something to make me unconscious for a while.
I hate days like this, hate them. Everything just builds up and now I want to punch something but am trying not to include myself in that something.
Not helpful. Blah.
Vent done with.
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