Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by MoAnamCara, Jul 17, 2012.

  1. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    Is four months by date. Four whole months. It seems incredulous. And sad. Very sad.

    I am pretty sure not one person irl will think of saying anything ot me today or contacting me today.

    Woe is me.

    Bullshit selfishness and narcisscism.
  2. sadhart

    sadhart Well-Known Member

    I'm sorry for not knowing, but would you mind sharing what happened four months ago? I'm sure people here will reach out any way they can.
  3. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    In the early morning hours my soulmate passed.
  4. 41021

    41021 Banned Member

    holding you in my heart and in my thoughts this day
    ((gentle hug))
  5. BornFree

    BornFree Well-Known Member

    Words are not enough... Sending hugs your way today
    I am thinking of you & wish there was a way to send more care your way today x
  6. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    Thanks all :grouphug:
  7. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    :hug: thinking of you Mo.
  8. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    Thanks IV -

    Haven't yet been to bed. I need to be up in an hour anyhow so its hardly worth it. Its been a rough night with thoughts and more thoughts and even more thoughts. Daybreak is just about here, such a nice time of day. And I was right, (nearly), just one very kind person sent me a lovely card regarding the anniversary. No family contact, none of her friends... I hate that I'm hung up on this.... or at least I think I am. Perhaps its that anger part of grief kicking in? Oh, who knows. Had to do some negative coping earlier, then got upset with myself - and around and about we go.

    Thanks again all for your thoughtfulness.
  9. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Mo...sorry I did not remember, but know, you are in my heart all the time