Be too honest with your therapist and your spouse will be called to come to the office and you'll have to spend 2 hours trying to convince them you don't have to go to the hospital. Never been there, don't want to. Had these feelings and thoughts for 20+ years and it's caught me off guard that my new therapist understands how miserable I am and freaks out at the things I've been saying for years to other therapists. This one has worked more crisis cases, and it shows. dont' tell anyone that you DON'T want to get better. All hell breaks out when you do that.