For fucks sake, I'm not anyone's property. You can't keep trying to manipulate me. Sorry I'm a selfish git who's number one priority is himself but that's what I have to do to stay sane right now. All my life I've lived for other people, now I'm finally living for myself and doing what I want. Don't try to make me feel bad for that. I'm sick of being guilt triped for being myself. I am a selfish mean arsehole sometimes, if you can't deal with then piss off cos I really can't be bothered anymore.