Today's Suicidal thoughts.

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by WannaEndit01, Oct 3, 2016.

  1. WannaEndit01

    WannaEndit01 Well-Known Member

    Started the day slightly suicidal. Met with my partner on-line he is starting to get into the BP. It's over 6 weeks late, but I believe a late BP with teeth, is much better then a crappy BP, if I wrote it. I am hoping his motivation keeps up.

    As a result, I actually suffered from a little happiness today. For about 10 minutes. Now I am not as suicidal as I was this morning but suffering a little.

    The Most important thing I can do for my self, is to kill any depresso thoughts, the "if only" , "would have been", etc. before they start. That is my only real chance to move forward and maximize my (our, my business partner) chance for success.

    This week I went out to eat with friends, went wake-surfing (way to cold), and went for a walk with my wife, our dogs, some friends and their dog. All good things to help me go forward.
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  2. Nita Davis

    Nita Davis New Member

    I’m glad you reached out for support. I’m glad to hear about your improvements. Happiness is important you deserve to be happy. I hear that you have started to control your thoughts. It’s great to do things that empower you to feel better to prevent these suicidal thoughts. This is a great start because our thoughts shape us when we keep our mind on the positive we do notice changes. I commend you on your business accomplishments and I know you will be successful with your business. I admire your strength in this situation and I do see you take the necessary steps to feel better by activities with wife and friends. I’m wondering have you thought about seeing a counselor if you are not seeing one in your area if you feel one is needed to continue to live a healthy life?.

    Stay Encouraged!
  3. WannaEndit01

    WannaEndit01 Well-Known Member

    Counselor is to difficult to find where i am. But it's a good idea. Every time I try there is a 3 or 4 month waiting list.