today's the day

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by jordaniac89, Mar 16, 2010.

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  1. jordaniac89

    jordaniac89 Member

    I have to do it today. I'm a completely broken, useless fuck up.
     
  2. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    Why do you have to do it today?

    What's happened to make you say you're broken, useless and a fuck up?
     
  3. jordaniac89

    jordaniac89 Member

    It doesn't matter. The fact is I can't stand another day on this goddamn earth. And I don't intend to.
     
  4. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    Can I ask what you wanted from the post when you started the thread? I'm not saying you shouldn't have started it or anything at all, but I just wondered what you wanted from it.
     
  5. jordaniac89

    jordaniac89 Member

    I guess I didn't want anything. Just wanted to tell someone that it was over. No one has even tried to help me, including my parents. This was just a pointless post I guess. Tomorrow it won't matter.
     
  6. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    Maybe it was a last ditch attempt to be heard? Maybe to be helped? It sounds like you have been desperate for helped and no one has heard or seen that. We do. We hear, and we see.

    Would you like to talk to us?
     
  7. jordaniac89

    jordaniac89 Member

    No. No more talk. This will be my last post. I'm sorry.
     
  8. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    What is it you are sorry for?

    You are in a huge amount of pain, you don't need to apologise for that.

    I hope you are able to come back and talk to us.
     
  9. Sapphire

    Sapphire Well-Known Member

    We certainly do.

    Talk to us man. What's the problem? What's making you feel this way? There's a solution to most problems, it's just hard to see it sometimes.

    We want to help. We care.
     
  10. Sapphire

    Sapphire Well-Known Member

    Just checked your statistics... Have you ever been officially diagnosed as suffering from severe depression as in the medical condition? Or did you mean you just felt very depressed the last 6 years?

    I hope you reply.
     
  11. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    You're not going to lose anything by talking to us, I hope you make the choice to come and talk.
     
  12. Pebble

    Pebble Well-Known Member

    Hi I really hope you decide to stay and talk too, even if its just for abit then we can try and help you talk through whats making you feel this bad at the moment. There will always be times when the pain just gets too much but try your best to take things just 'MOMENT BY MOMENT' without making any decisions except for allowing yourself time. We can try to help by listening to what is going on for you at the moment, I'm sure most people here will be able to understand and sometimes relate to how your feeling at the moment so please reach out and talk :hug:
     
  13. What makes you want to end it?

    I hope you choose to see what tomorrow brings.
     
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