At first I could not get up this morning. To depressed I think. So then I said OK just lie here and let your mind go where it wants. (FYI: just started week 7 of Prosac, yesterday I was swinging back and forth all day, between depression and almost normal). So then I told myself you have 3 options. 1. lie here all day (It's important to know, I had major catatonic depression, where I lie in bed and can't move, literately engrossed in emotional pain and dreams) 2. get up and try to work and/or chat on this website. 3. Get up and end-it (Note: I have a "method" in my closet ready to go). So, if you're reading this you know I chose 2. How did it go. Worked for about 5 minutes went to chat to talk about my morning then came here. To write the above. To see if it would help get me closer to normal. Has it? Maybe a little. . . . .