he asked me to give him a couple months. he wants to make me happy and he thinks he can. he has super faith in God. I told him that I will think about it. he is so good. I want him to be happy and I know my depression is not working well with that. I told him that I don't want him to have to explain to people what happened so I will just leave, go away and do it. he can just say I left. his faith is so strong that i know he will be ok. he isn't ready to give up trying to help me. His actual wording was he wants me to do him a favor, give him a couple of months so I am doing this for him because I love him.