well I really do not know what to do anymore. i feel extremely depressed all the time. i finally got the nerve to say something to my parents about it. i told my dad how i always think about how i can kill myself, how i wish i would go to sleep and not wake up. i was almost crying. well too bad. he only got angry. told me to be quiet and not say things like that. started yelling at me. it was my cry for help, i don't know what else to do. i tried. i can't help myself anymore. there is no one to turn to anymore.