i have finally told my parents about my depression and the plans i had for suicide. they actually took it pretty well and now my new plan is no more drugs(including alcohol) because of my addictive personality, i'm going to work out everyday like i use to and I will be talking to a professional about my depression. things are looking well and i can't wait to be energized instead of burnt out in about 3 weeks of working out. i'll let you know how i'm doing to let you guys know to keep pushing on. just to let you know where i came from is about a week ago i tried to buy something very important to my suicide process from walmart but lay a way was not accepting. I fully believe that was an act of "God"