Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Jecie, Jan 28, 2012.

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  1. Jecie

    Jecie Active Member

    It seems like the only way out.

    • I can't stop drinking
    • I'm alienating my husband
    • I am incapable of supporting my mom and sister
    • I have disappointed the people at work
    • I don't want to go through another bipolar up-and-down ever again
    • I don't have close friends
    • I'm 33 and I won't ever have children of my own

    Don't even know why I'm typing this here.
    Nobody will respond.
    Nobody can help.
    I'm alone.
    I have failed life out of my own doing and now I am paying the bill for oxygen used.

    I had to leave a note somewhere.
    Tomorrow then. I'll wrap stuff up today.
  2. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Hi Jecie; I am sorry things are so awful...please tell us what is going on and also remember there are so many people here who can relate to what you are going through...also, please take the time to get to know people many are caring and understand what it sounds like you are going through...PM me if you need a reminder that you are not alone...big hugs
  3. crystalclear

    crystalclear Well-Known Member

    hi, im sorry that you're in pain... I may be wrong but in your post most the things you mentioned are about other people, disappointing them, not being there for them and such. Honey, I think you should focus on yourself first and not worry about other people for a while... I hope you feel better soon.. i really do... and there are a lot of people here who are willing to help because that's what we're here for :)
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