I've been through hell, suffering from anxiety, depression, ocd, chronic fatigue, arthritis, osteoporosis, chronic back and knee pain for years. But the biggest issue is I'm 54 and have a 20 year old son who is estranged from me 2 years ago. I haven't seen any family member in 2 years also and am ostracized from every member of my family. I have always been a good father maybe too good. Now I sit here alone and no one cares if I'm dead or alive. I have my plan all set and it is 100% guaranteed.