Hello all, I am new here and it seems a sad opening by starting my first thread with thoughts of taking my own life, However i am planning to end my life in the early hours of thursday effectively tonight here in the UK. I have serious problems involving police, Marriage break up, Job loss etc etc, I joined here today as i feel i have no one else to discuss my thoughts and feelings not to mention my forthcoming suicide, I can hardly write all this as i am so shaky and upset. For the record i am a 50 year old guy and i have already made 2 attemts recently the first time i took < Mod Edit - Methods > but woke up fine, The second time i < Mod Edit - Methods > and was found the next morning by the room maid at the b&b i stayed at, She called an ambulance and i was taken to hospital where despite my rantings of please leave alone to die they force fed me a drip for almost 26hours, So here i am 3 weeks later, Nothing has changed and in fact its much worse. I have noiw upped the anti < Mod Edit - Methods > I have told no one else of my intentions today except you guys. Its nice to be able to speak out somewhere and say what you feel. Anyway thanks for reading this its now 09:4o so i will pop back later and see if anyone has decided to say hello.