Tonight is the night!

Yes, I'm finally going to do it. Right after my mom goes to sleep then she won't find me until Wednesday evening so that leaves me plenty of time. I have a bunch of drugs that I plan on taking and I know that they will stop my heart. I'm really looking forward to this but am fearful that I will survive despite my confidence in my plan. My mom will disown me if I survive, she's already told me that. What else can I say other than wish me luck!

 

please don't. why would she disown you if you survived? because she doesn't want you to ever try again?

 

I think i wouldnt do it just for the shear fact that as u said... what if u failed? I would think long and hard about that before you did anything....

 

Most drug overdoses don't work, and 12 hours or so certainly isn't a sufficient time frame to be sure of efficacy. I suggest you rethink. It's easy to wake up from ill-judged attempts in a far worse state physically than you are now.

--V--

 

Please don't do this to yourself faded echoes. Your mom will be absolutely heartbroken when she finds your body tomorrow. :sad:

 

Are you ok?:hug:

 

hi. please don't do this. i think maybe your mom does not know how to handle the situation - she does not know the right words to say. i bet it seems upsetting to you, painful, that she would say she might disown you. those are hurtful words.

but i am sure she loves you. i am a mom. i make mistakes all the time but i love my kids. for sure.... the world is better if YOU stay HERE. you can make the world better, just by being YOU. stay here with us. we can all try to help each other. stay. there are many of us on here that will stay up all night with you......it might help. don't hurt yourself . .. be kind to yourself. you are a good person, and you deserve to live. you deserve to grow up and have a nice life. and i think you will be able to do that. . . stay here. talk to any of us, all of us. . pm's, or just posting. please. i am a newbie, but, still, i care about you.... :hug:

 

does anyone know if fading echoes is ok?:mellow:

 

I hope you're okay!!

 

I hope you are ok, Fading Echoes.... Let us know you're here.

 

I'm only new to the forum and probably don't have a clue what you're going through, the only thing we have in common is probably the idea that we're better off not being here. The only thing that stops me from doing it is how much it would hurt my mother (even though we have never got on well)

Please tell us you're ok? :hug: