Hi there,
Sorry it's taken a few hours for a reply to your post.. I have only just seen it. Please don't harm yourself tonight.. or have you done something to yourself already? I can really hear your pain in this post.. i just wish there was something i could say or do that would help?
You said that you have been feeling good for the past couple of weeks.. I'm sorry to hear that things have taken a turn for the worse again.. but hold on, because things won't always be this bad.. they can and will be good again. You will feel energetic and awake once more.
Here if you wanna talk
:hug:
Jenny x