I am feeling crap and I want to go out and get what I need to do it all. I am feeling so down and on edge and can't cope at the moment at all. I can't relax as of the way I am feeling and don't know what to do. One way I am scarde that I will do something stupid tonight and try and end it all and that I hope that my housemate stays then on the other hand I hope she goes out so I can do what I need to do. So I don't know what to do or how I should be feeling at the moment. Was supposed to have exams this week but decided that I can't do them at the moment as I don't wanna have another thing messed up. I am still taking my medication but this past weeks I have felt as though I am losing it and that I am having a breakdown. I don't know where to go or what to do! I want these feelings to end!