So I heard the news this morning, that movie director Tony Scott killed himself yesterday afternoon. I wont go into details as to the method used, as I am sure most of us know by now, and if you dont, it's out there all over the net to find, but I wont post that method here. Suffice it to say, my thoughts turned to my hometown. We have a similar setup there. And I thought that might be a way. Then I read up on what happens to the human body when one chooses that method. Well...let's just say that they would have to give me a closed casket wake. Not good. Plus, it's hard for me to be suicidal these days when you have given your life over to God. But the same ole stuff just keeps piling on. I dont find myself thinking about this too often...and I know I should be here more often to help others....but...I am weak man. And one can never ever really get rid of suicidal ideation. So I guess I will go on for now, searching for answers, searching for hope and searching for methods if that is needed.