Anyone else feel this way? I've given up on trying to look good to people. I've given up on arguing with others. I've given up on fighting for myself. I've given up on my health. Depression just takes everything from me and I feel so heavy like I'm turning to stone. I just drag myself along pretending that I don't care about what people say about me or what people think about me but I think about it so much cause I do care. It's fucking pathetic when you care more about what other people think about you than you care about yourself. It's a vicious cycle. I'm depressed because I hate myself so that leads me not to take care of myself and that leads to me being depressed because other people talk shit about me. I'm so sick of people......I'm so sick of these superficial shit. I'm sick of being too depressed to care.