I don't know what's real anymore. I feel as though people are "gaslighting" me to the point where I believe I am crazy. What's going on in the world today? I fear something intangible. The invisible hand. Medication has rendered useless to me. I've been on a variety of anti-psychotics and nothing seems to help. I've sworn off all my medication because I feel as though nobody is really trying to help me. Nobody believes me. There is evil in this world and I can't help but to see it all around me.