too impulsive

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by SweetSurrender, May 22, 2009.

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  1. SweetSurrender

    SweetSurrender Well-Known Member

    I got it into my head last night that i would take some pills. I never intended to overdose in a suicidal way, it was more impulsive destruction. It wasn't a good decision especially as i'd been drinking alcohol that evening too. Lets just say i spent the rest of the night feeling beyond sick, there wasn't enough blood going to my brain so i felt very faint and had to put my legs up high in order to stop me passing out, and i felt/feel so dehydrated. I got up this morning and there wasn't even a chance i'd get to work. I've been sleeping most of the day trying not to be sick and eat something. I'm still shaking. My pupils are also massive so i look like a crazed person.

    I don't even know why i decided to do that! I haven't in months. The worst thing was that i took 2 meds that i'm not sure should be combined. Its going to be at least 24 before i feel anything near normal again.

    Stupid idea.
     
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