Too late...

Discussion in 'Poet's Corner' started by BornFree, Sep 15, 2014.

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  1. BornFree

    BornFree Well-Known Member

    The shouting is deafening again
    All the drama and stress too much to bear
    leaving me rattled,shaking,feeling insane
    devastated to the core can't afford to care

    So alone, isolated, used and abused
    Numb, empty, cold the void too vast
    no answers when repeatedly accused
    quiet corners my haven too few to last

    Every hiding place destroyed, still no privacy
    Ridiculous behaviours self inflicted a rare consolation
    Still no solace, no help, no end to this misery
    pain like a drug, blood like a balm bathing sensation

    Dreams of being normal, successful, admired
    stripped away, removed now out of reach
    Frozen, Motionless like a statue just too tired
    No one to call, no one left to beseech

    Me irl, no one to ask me not to...
    How did things get this bad?
    When did I stop knowing what to do?
    When did I become this desperate, this sad?

    When did my body stop working, betray me?
    How did it become just way, way too late?
    No one left to really care, no one to see
    my eminent demise my most certain fate.
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Never too late hun i see and i care ok you reach out to hospital to doctor to crisis line here ok never too late hugs
  3. BornFree

    BornFree Well-Known Member

    TE :grouphug: so quiet, gentle and kind calmly giving always , thank you. Thank you for noticing for all your caring, you hun are a rare treasure :hug:
  4. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Never too late,bornfree. :) While you are alive there is hope no-one can take that away from you. :)
  5. BornFree

    BornFree Well-Known Member

    Thank you Petal :hug: I wish with all my heart that it were true.
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