Thought I'd get together with my best friend, but she's sick -- or sick of me. She said she would call me, but she hasn't. In the meantime, I tried to keep busy and keep my mind off her, but it's hard. Tomorrow I will find a little social group that meets at the market and from there go to my local community center where there are activities. I just don't want to be alone anymore. When all these ugly thoughts are flying at my head, what else can I do?