I have been to my job exit interview yesterday 6 feb and I shouldn't go if I have known it. It's making me feeling more hurt and I can't take the extreme pain hurting in my emotions and heart anymore. I was reprimanded harshly by the HR manager for sending so many emails and SMS to my duty manager for the appeals. She said once I resigned I should not be contacting my duty manager anymore. I loved my job so much - if you have ever read my previous posts here. I was so attached to a job I loved so much and suddenly I was asked to leave. When the company is short of manpower, I do so many extra hours for them which affected my asthma badly at night because of insufficient rest and when the day the company has enough manpower like right now, they decided to fire me and being cold towards me. I have been feeling sad and not having any interest in anything at all for almost 3 weeks since I was last told of the bad news. Am I getting into depression again because I feel better if I can .... down my flat and not wake up and go through the entire cycle of nothing again. I was hoping I can have a better method to end it but as for now I don't have any methods which can be immediate and fatal only by ....... Sorry I can't be strong and move on. I lived my job too much and the company is treating me like that now. It hurts me very very badly like someone has stabbed me in the heart and I don't have strength to move on already. I can't move on. I don't know why. Everytime I go running or looking at the marathon medals, it reminded me of my job with them.