i dont know if everyone feels this way or not, but i just feel too much emotional pain every day and i can't take it anymore. what seems like nothing or a small thing to most people crushes and devastates me. i can't survive and thrive in this world, i dont feel. i think i was made too emotionally sensitive for the harshness of this world, and i need to die, bc that is the only solution. i just dont know what time or how to do it. ideally i just want to crawl into bed, fall asleep, and never wake up again. it would take a few days before anyone noticed me i think, and yeah some people would be sad, like my family and close friends, but they'd get over it eventually. or else they'd be sad their whole lives, just like i am, and then i can't help them anyways bc i can't even help myself.