Too much to bear

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by sadhart, Apr 24, 2012.

  1. sadhart

    sadhart Well-Known Member

    The last few months of my life have been so draining. I feel like the scapegoat of the family and I don't know if I truly love them anymore. i feel lost in life and I want to die but don't have the courage. I don't see it getting better.
  2. Witty_Sarcasm

    Witty_Sarcasm Eccentric writer, general weirdo, heedless heathen

    I'm the scapegoat in my family as well...but you don't have to put up with it at all. I stopped worrying about them and their problems, and started focusing on myself. Just do what's best for you and don't let them get you down.
  3. sadhart

    sadhart Well-Known Member

    thank you, but it's more than just that. it's the hurt and powerless feeling in and outside of them. outside of them is the painful rejections and failures that never stop hurting. it won't stop.