I've been diagnosed with a bad illness. I really want to take some time off to access my life and just rest a little bit. But my GF wants to take a holiday overseas. I dont want to go. She knows this, and that I am sick. But her attitude whenever I bring up cancelling it is just to fucking cry and make me feel guilty and shit/ On top of this the illness is really impacting my work so I might loose my job. Fantastic. So because my GF is so manipulative I am going on this stupid holiday I cant afford, probably become sicker over there because I'm not getting any treatment and come home to no job. Yay.