Too Much!!

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Sa Palomera, May 2, 2007.

  1. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah today I fuck up everything..

    Haven't slept since I've woken up at about 10am yesterday after about 2-3 hours sleep, been up all night, with the whole chat thing going on, talking to people I care about, talking to them, being there for them (which I really want to do, cos I care, I WANT to be there for them), then this morning incredibly scared over something, getting paranoid really, all the pills I've been taking over the past week are starting to wear off too.
    And then M took an overdose and I couldnt reach him. and while desperately talking abou thim, been triggering god knows how many people, including mysefl. he's thank god in hospital. why did he do that!!?? WHY??!!!
    I care for him so fucking much! and he knows it!

    :cry: :cry:
  2. you need sleep sweetie :arms: stay safe, no that people are here for you and that i care!
  3. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    I can't sleep, I'm too upset :cry: