too sad to care

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by among the stars, May 31, 2010.

  1. among the stars

    among the stars Well-Known Member

    It's October again
    Leaves are coming down
    One more year's come and gone
    And nothing's changed at all
    Wasn't I supposed to be someone
    Who can face the things that I've been running from...

    Let me feel, I don't care if I breakdown
    Let me fall, even if I hit the ground
    And if I...
    Cry a little
    Die a little
    At least I know I lived, just a little...

    I've become much too good at being invincible
    I'm an expert at play it safe, and keep it cool
    But I swear this isn't who I'm meant to be
    I refuse to let my life roll all over me...

    Let me feel, I don't care if I breakdown
    Let me fall, even if I hit the ground
    And if I...
    Cry a little
    Die a little
    At least I know I lived, just a little...

    I wanna be somebody
    I, I wanna be somebody
    I wanna be somebody
    I, I wanna be somebody who can face the things that I've been running from

    Let me feel, I don't care if I breakdown
    Let me fall, even if I hit the ground
    And if I
    Cry a little
    Die a little
    At least I know I lived...

    It's October again
    Leaves are coming down
    One more year's come and gone
    And nothing's changed at all
    ~Bethany Joy
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    i too am in this awful place and i wish you were not there so sad and no energy to give a dam i am sorry that there is no one to pull you out near you but keep reaching out here okay le t friends here help you keep fromgoing any deeper I just wanted you to know i hear you and i do so truly u nderstand the pain you are in you are not alone.
     
  3. Forgotten_Man

    Forgotten_Man Well-Known Member

    Music can touch us in so many ways. I think the same thing a lot. "What happened to last year?" "Why am I still the same?"

    I know the feeling, however, this time I am going to change is what I say. This time I am going to crawl out of the darkness by myself. Would you like to join me? I know it is hard to do it alone. However, I can encourage you, if you would do the same for me.

    Hang in there hun, I know that with time this song will hold a new meaning to you, to us.