There's nothing wrong with me. There's no reason to feel the way I do. I've never had anything bad happen to me, not really. The things "normal" people just deal with I can't. The only logical answer is I'm just not good enough. The people around me must be disappointed in me, I'm nothing but a burden. I'm fed up hoping the pills and the therpay will change anything cos they don't, they won't. I've always been too scared to try anything but that fear gets smaller as each day goes by. Nothing can be worse than this pointless existence. *Sigh* This might be in the wrong forum Can't even get that right.