Hi....im 14 years old, posting a thread on forums specifically for those in crisis of suicide etc. Since i was about 11 i've always thought of ending my own life. I've never been in a serious relationship...or even a relationship ever. And i'm always thinking that it's either because im no good for anyone in the world, or the world just dosen't agree with me. I've rarely had a good laugh, my friends try to cheer me up when they see me feeling down, but it just never works. I wouldn't mind even a small bit of relief. But how? i've been told i should get in a relationship. but don't find it possible.................my life is just a waste.