torn between death wish and love for my family

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by afterlifepig, Oct 5, 2015.

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  1. afterlifepig

    afterlifepig Well-Known Member

    so i really want to go to heaven (not immediately, i have stuff to do in my life before that) but i can't stand the idea of abandoning my parents. at least they have a successful daughter. ...

    my parents are very loving, i think i have the best most supportive family in the whole world but i am like quasimodo or something. being quasimodo is not fun (it has its moments) so i would prefer to go to heaven where maybe i'll be normal looking
     
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