ok. so ill soon be leaving my boyfriend as he doesnt treat me properly. and i wanted to be on my own and single for a little while, ya know im like 18 i want to go out and have fun with friends. live my life and enjoy life before settling down. then again..... met this guy(dave), hes just so amazing. he makes me laugh and just makes me feel special about myself. he even know about my SH and understands. he goes out of his way everyday just to send me alil text sayin 'thinkin of you' or something like that. there may be a lil age difference bt its not that bad. n he doesnt act his age lol. so im not to fussed about that at all. but then again.... my ex has jsut been talking to me(billy). n we never really ended it properly so theres always been mixed emotions in the air about us. well to for everyone to a better grip on this, were like JD and Eliot of Scrubs, we were together, then split, then weve hooked up a few times. n hes talkin about if we would have lasted n stuff like this. he wants something serious. dave isnt the type of guy to just f*ck around either, hes all or nothing. so he wants something lasting. he says how much he likes me n everything. and billy, weve been on n off so much i have no idea whats goin on anymore. so my main question is, what do i do? i could get back with billy my ex, and hope it works or ill have ruined that friendship and my chances with dave. or i could get with dave, he lives further away, there a 10 yr age gap(which will b fun to explain to my mum lol) and id have to tell billy that im not willing to try again. but hes like had his chances with me, dave hasnt. i duno im so confused. i do like billy. we have alot of history, and none of it is like bad. weve never really had a big fall out or arguement. but neither has me n dave, n hes all new and exciting. so im honestly confused here. i could be single for awhile too n blow both of them off. but tbh i may say i wana be single n everything for awhile, but when i comes to it i wouldnt want to be alone. n all i need is my privacy, which ill get wen i move. (sorry for the bad spelling, im really tired lol and i am using fake names just in case.) id love just that little bit of outside help on this one. someone who isnt stuck in the middle of this tryin to figure out what the heart wants. because its pretty torn between them both.