torn in two

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by forever_scarred, Jan 6, 2011.

  1. forever_scarred

    forever_scarred Well-Known Member

    i dunno what to grammie's surgery is Monday morning...I havent been waited in teh hospital for something like this since that horrible january night with mom...but if i dont go and wait and be there am i gonna kick myself later or staying home....? Just thinking about it every ounce of my mind screams not go, so many memories of that night :( but if i dont go would it be worse...?
    O god why her? why my grammie? first mom now my grandmother :blub:
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    :console::console: Your grandma would understand if you find it too hard to go
    You can write her anote okay letting her know how much you love her and why it was so hard for you not to go into hospital. Although i suspect she already understands Hugs
  3. forever_scarred

    forever_scarred Well-Known Member

    she does...that horrible night...with mom...she was there...what if that happens in grammie? *hakes head* sorry so many what ifs.