I feel I can collapse any moment. I feel so lost and all hope seems to be gone. I cannot cope with myself and my things anymore. I am so done now. I just want jump off a building or just bleed to dead. I just do not want feel this anymore. I am crying, I want to hurt myself...
I cannot take this pressure anymore. I think I make soon an end to this. I cannot enjoy anymore or even look forward on something, because there is nothing. I hate myself i am such a weakling. Nothing but that. What's the point left... For years I am struggling, I do not want anymore. I hate be like this, better end and so I will not bother anyone either anymore. So then all continue without me.
I have a plan, although can be painfull, but hope soon I am gone...sorry....
I cannot take this pressure anymore. I think I make soon an end to this. I cannot enjoy anymore or even look forward on something, because there is nothing. I hate myself i am such a weakling. Nothing but that. What's the point left... For years I am struggling, I do not want anymore. I hate be like this, better end and so I will not bother anyone either anymore. So then all continue without me.
I have a plan, although can be painfull, but hope soon I am gone...sorry....